Bits and Pieces of My Daily Zap

End of a chapter

pingsworld — Mon, 26 Oct 2009 08:18:20 +0000

Dear You,

It has been nice meeting you and got to spend enough good and bad times with you. However, things don’t always go as well as what we wanted, right? Now that I have finally opened my eyes and learned the bitter truth, I shall close the current chapter of my life, and begin writing on the next. I hope that it shall be beautifully landscaped like the previous chapter, if not as good.

Also, knowing how fast you have started writing your new chapter only prove to me that you clearly have forgotten about me. You clearly do not tell me that you have found a new bookmark to hold on to your chapter. I bet you will never even do that at all right? And I am sure you are puzzled that I know so much about it. Don’t worry about it, I do mean no harm.. it’s coz I care for you, that’s why I still do follow you around like a shadow.

But now that you have found a bookmark, I shall pull away and let you be happy. And I do wish that you will be happy with him, or him. I wish you nothing but the best, and I thank you for the enjoyable journey. I, too, shall move on..

If you do stumble across this page, I will be glad. If not, let this be a memory of my parting way.

Goodbye Love, I shall see you again in the near future.

With love,

Ping

PS. Here’s song lyrics that’s about me right now.. Google the song if you want

Save Me – Edguy

Waiting for a little sign
Seems like to no avail
Strolling down the pavement aimlessly
Waitin´ for someone
To snatch her bag of memories
How come you call it destiny
When the cross you bear is your only company?

Never seen you, I don’t even know your name
but still I believe

That you are gonna save me
somehow I got a notion
Just a little affection on this cold and windy road
Save me from a state of unemotion
Just a little affection on this windy road..

Why so long, so confusing?
Why does growing up hurt so bad?
We seek and we get lost
we get found and go again
and I don’t know what’s gonna be…
I won’t make any promise I believe

[Chorus]

I don’t know if I can
I don’t know if I should
I don’t know what is right and what’s to come if you would
Here I stand in the rain
Here I stand in the cold
I’m reluctant to get another shot in my soul… no
I’m afraid of that harm…

[Chorus]

Save me, save me…
Lonesome road…

Congratulations to Class of 2009

pingsworld — Sun, 14 Jun 2009 14:42:59 +0000

Yay I graduated!!

From now on, it’ll be a tougher and more challenging road ahead.. But, don’t give up!! This is a new beginning to a new course of life. I definitely am not used to it yet, but I am sure I can and I will be able to go forward as time passes by.

I really2 miss school, I am so glad that I have one more course that I need to take in Summer. I will really2 enjoy this moment before the course is over..

As of this day, I am part of the SCU Alumni Association. I hope that with the years of education in SCU, I will be able to be better prepared for the tough road ahead. I wish all of Class of 2009 graduates from SCU and other universities and institutions from all over the world all the best in their future endeavors, and CONGRATULATIONS!!! You all did it!! WOOOOO!!!

Back to the US

pingsworld — Thu, 11 Jun 2009 17:44:30 +0000

Its good to finally be back to the US!! There’s so many things to do today regarding paperworks and graduations.. Hopefully everything can be done as soon as possible..
One question though, should I wait for my parents to wake up and go to school together with them, or should I just go to school myself and let them do whatever they wanna do 1st and join them later?? Hmmm…

It all ends tonight

pingsworld — Mon, 01 Jun 2009 12:28:56 +0000

Thank you for everything that you have given me. I really do enjoy all the time I have gone through with you by my side. I apologoze if I said or did anything that makes you uncomfortable, angry, or pissed at me. It is not intentional in my part. I really2 hope that you could forgive me.

Please keep everything that I have given you. Treat it as a gift. I will cherish everything that you have given me. All the sweet stuff will forever be sweet as we walk forward… in our own separate ways…

Even though this blog is short, it actually means a lot coz I couldn’t describe how I feel right now with words. I hope that we can talk again in the future, and laugh about this moment that we had together.

I do hope you keep visiting this page, for this will be a mini memoir of us.

I’ll miss you a lot. Do come to me if u need to talk about something.. I will always be there for you, even though your heart may belong to someone else.

Just one note, you are the bestest girlfriend I ever had who really understands me, cares for me, loves me, and really2 be there for me through thick and thin. And I thank you for all the caring things that you have done.

Bye for now…

Drumroll~~!!!

pingsworld — Mon, 01 Jun 2009 04:22:52 +0000

Remember I told you yesterday about a blog post that will make you go “WOW!!” Here comes…

Yesterday after I am done with work, I went to Happy Puppy to Karaoke with Ipen and Yudhi. And yes, ada cewe jg disana hahaha… Namanya: Medi (dd ipen), Janice, Julie (temen janice), and…. DRUMROLLL!!!! MICHELLE!!!! HAUAHUHAUHUAHA….

So, I started to make comparison with Ipen after the Karaoke Session. I SMS ipen and told him what I think about his Michelle… This is what i said: “Pen, chin dimple and cheekbone Michelle lu itu yg bikin dia menarik, tapi dia lebi tinggi slightly dari lu.. kalo misalnya kalian jadian, dia kalo pake heels tenggelam la lu haha…”

Dianya senyum2 in approval with me.. terus when the girls pergi toilet, I ask him: “Kan aku da kasi description about your girl, now gimme mine!”

ipen: “Michelle lu tu mukanya kayak cewek baik2 gitu.. *Yudhi nods in approval* Tapi kalo lu liat dia tu cantik dia.. Di asli dia cantik, kalo di foto agak aneh mukanya…”

ME: “Iya hahaha… tapi kalo dia senyum ketawa gitu cantik kan dia?”

ipen: “hahaha iya…”

There you go.. comparison between Michelle Octovia and Michelle… Something.. And Octovia won!! YAY!!! HAUHAUHAUHAHA….

Terminator!!

pingsworld — Sat, 30 May 2009 20:21:12 +0000

I was watching Terminator Salvation with my friends just now (about 3 hrs ago!) It was very2 awesome!! Lots of actions and the graphics are just stunning!! I am glad I watched that instead of Night At The Museum (I think the show sucked, even though I have not watched it)

A lot of things happened in the factory today (I have a day off on Saturday). My dad came home stressed and was angry at a lot of stuff: accounting, scr, hr, prc. and more! It was crazy.. I have told my dad that I am going to do another solution for that. My dad was very proud of me. He said “I am proud of you. Turns out all the money that I spent on your education didn’t go to waste.” Hearing that, I was completely rejuvenated!! I was like “hell yeah!! My dad just praised me!! I am gonna work doubly hard and make him proud of me even more.”

OK, monday is gonna suck coz I am going to do a lot of things and implement changes that I think will benefit the company. Coz I will be leaving next week (8th of July – Monday), I will be working in the office until wednesday only. Then I will buy stuff that I need to bring back to US, and pack my stuff (it is all over the place!!), Therefore, I have to foresee the changes until wednesday. It will be the busiest day yet, and I am looking forward to it.
Another thing, Jax’s GF’s friend name Vera watched movie with us today. She’s not that pretty la, and I donno how good or bad that person is coz I dunno her well. She ate dinner with us like 2-3 weeks ago (i couldn;t remember). Apparently, Jax’s gf told jax that she likes the way I talk or whatever. As a friend, Jax told me. So, today I kinda stay a distance from her hahaha… And tadi kan kita ntn 8 org, obviously Jax sit beside GF la. I sit beside Jax, I leave a space beside GF for Vera. Then dianya malah duduk sebelah gw.. trus gw pura2 ke toilet and then come back.. And I sit beside Robin in the end.. Damn!!You don’t have to worry kok, she is not pretty and definately not my type. Also, I don’t even know her haha..

Ya ampe sini aja dulu my story. Oh yeah, Atong now sleeps downstairs on the 2nd floor (kamarnya da siap!) And he bought a PS3 to accompany him coz eldest and me are still sleeping upstairs. 2nd floor room has a 50″ TV!! OMG!!! Pertama kali gw ntn di tv segede itu.. makes me dizzy..

Ok, time to update yours =)

poker night

pingsworld — Wed, 27 May 2009 18:00:22 +0000

I played poker yesterday night with Eric, Ipen and Yudhi at Ipen’s. It’s been a while since I last played, so it was kind of fun. As most of them has not played before, We played only Rp.30,000. I won Rp. 40,000 hahaha.. not bad right? Today We play again! This time, there’s Mei2 and Janice. I lost Rp.30,000 hahaha… the way they played are wierd coz they are all beginners.. that’s why I can’t read them well. But its for the fun, so it’s okay. =)

During the game, they are all SMS-ing people. Ipen SMS to a girl he wanna chase (namanya juga Michelle), Eric SMS to his gf in singapore. Yudhi BBM to whoever. I am all alone with nobody to sms to. I feel kinda sad.. I really2 miss sms people and the anticipation of the reply.. Sigh.. I donno who to SMS to too anyway since you told me that you don’t like to SMS and you dont wanna SMS with me until beginning of next month…

Oh yea, this friday will be my last day in the office coz I am leaving for Singapore in about a week. So, it is fitting that I work until end of May only. So, I will work my ass off with the DFDs and present it to my dad and bros on Friday after lunch. I have rubberwood left to finish.. SO, wish me luck =)

That’s all I have to report to you hahaha.. nothing much is going on in my life right now… Looking forward to hear yours =)

Sorry for the delay

pingsworld — Sat, 23 May 2009 10:03:02 +0000

Sorry for the delay. The tukang are fixing the electricity wiring thingie for the entire house, that is why I can’t even switch on my air con until 5 minutes ago! I am super sweating right now as I type this.

Tonight I am going to watch “Night at the Museum 2″ with the others. I hope it’s gonna be a funny and entertaining show. I deserve it. =)

Also, I just realized that I have 2 more weeks left before I have to go back to the US. Time to have a haircut and buy stuff to be brought to US. Also, I have to start researching for good books, so that I can buy them in Singapore. I have finished James Patterson’s Women’s Murder Club 1st To Die. It was a good book. A gross way to kill the victims, but I love the story! It was entertaining. I am looking forward to read the 2nd book.

Oh yeah, I am into investments and stocks now. I bought this book called “5 rules of successful investing.” I hope this book will teach me to be more insightful towards investments in the future. I am planning to play when I have the chance in the future. Wish me luck =)

One more thing, I have a business model (Frozen Yoghurt) in which I will open one in Medan. I don’t know if it’s a future plan or what, but I have the idea. I will tell u when everything is finalized =)

Ok la I write until here 1st. I will write again tonight after the movie.

Be careful when you drive ok? love YOU!!

Something’s on my mind

pingsworld — Fri, 15 May 2009 16:55:51 +0000

I am really bothered by what had happened these few days.
I tried to contact you via sms, no reply. I called you, it went through, BUT no one answered. Maybe the phone has no signal.
I am curious how can this be.. whether this is truly because of no signal, or my smses just didn’t go through. So, I called up my friend and ask him to use his googling power to track down your phone thing. He sent me a snapshot of your phonelist and I found out that you did INCOMING and OUTGOING messages EVERYDAY!! With someone whose number is in California. I don’t know who that person is, or what have you guys been talking about. I found out that you actually can sms everyday, but you simply decided to ignore my sms-es. I don’t know if it didn’t go through or whatever, but the statement didn’t lie.

I don’t know what else to do. I don’t know how to confront you about this. SO, i write it here. Hope that you will read this soon, and you better give a good explanation.

This has happened previously, and the result is not good. If you decided to do it again, or whatever the reason is, I have nothing else to say

Let’s go ARSENAL!!!

pingsworld — Tue, 05 May 2009 12:02:19 +0000

Now that Miami Heat is no longer in the Playoffs, I have no more mood to watch NBA Playoffs anymore. Arsenal is still in the Champions’ League tonight against Man Utd (Arsenal’s archrival since before i was born). My 2nd Bro is a die hard supporter of Man Utd, while I am a die hard supporter of Arsenal. I am sure it will be noisy tonight when we screamed on one another.

I will be going to Singapore on 11th May till 14th May for root canal operation. I hope that it is not painful and I can eat the moment its done that day =D

It was a busy day in the factory again today. I am glad everything’s done! =D

Good luck with your final exam ok?